Enthralled in desire
Smoldering embers
Burst into flames
With every emotion of motion
Eyes closed moans
And whispers of love
Spent you open your eyes
Only to see someone else
In your vision…
Replaced by the image in your head
Enthralled in desire
Smoldering embers
Burst into flames
With every emotion of motion
Eyes closed moans
And whispers of love
Spent you open your eyes
Only to see someone else
In your vision…
Replaced by the image in your head
Regrets too many
Odious feeling of self
Kindred spirit to death
Eulogy tells the tale forgotten
Nuance of secrets whispered
Vigilant ghosts circle a raw carcass
Ebullient they dance to death
Sorrowful tears cast shadows
Solemn words echo across the earth
Exultant warriors beat their chests
Lariat catches the last breath
Are overshadowed by broken glass and
Shards of pain
Joyous moments clouded by ugly recriminations
Happy reflections sadden by disdain
Laughter caught in the throat
Does not bubble forth as carbonated water
Tarnished remembrances chastise recollections
Ruined heart and soul excuses relayed half ass
Dynamite explodes revealing true intentions
Cannot hide underneath lies
Feelings vulnerable weaken vessel of self
Shattered heart and corroded memories
Holding on to impossibilities
Chasing dreams always within
Reach yet not close enough
To grasp in palm of your hand
Standing on the other side
Of time making wishes
Futile when they fail
To materialize
You place a soft kiss on your dreams
In the dark you whisper
To all your imaginings and desire
Good night sweet dreams…
You don't have to be strong for the world
Give in to the emotions you have so valiantly
Fought off
Give in to the pain, that has no name
Tired? I know you are
Tired of trying to shoulder responsibility alone
Carrying around the guilt if you let everyone down
Fair? no it's not
You're the one who is up all night
Release that hurt
Don't be afraid
Cleansing your spirit is always ok
Go a head, the gods are listening
Sorrow, is something we all have inside of us
This is your healing, purge those feelings and
Cry
Breathe into
today
Bits and pieces
of shattered
Dreams cascade
from swollen eyes
Fragments of
wishes oblivious of nirvana
Splinters of love
lay at feet
Fragments catch
the wind
Leaving a trail
of pain
Slivers of hope peep
between
Darkened clouds
Fragments of life
piecing
Together the
crumbs of tomorrow
As the crumbles
of now disintegrates
Intertwined in
the fragments of fragments
You imagine you are so essential
I am going to set
you open
You are evil,
vile and
A child of God you
are not
First mistake you
made
Was putting the
name of someone
I love in your
mouth traversing a line
Maybe you do not
know what it feels like
To lose someone
you love
Were you high
talking out
The side of your
neck
People have died
for less
And today their
tombstones
Remain unclaimed
Mistake number
two you
Should have never
mentioned his name
To begin with
Someone you have
never met
You have no
respect for those in
Life or death
Did not fathom
your words would find
Themselves in my
presence
But they did
Call yourself a woman
Not
You want to play
as one but
Guess what
Sadly, you are lacking
in
What it means to
be a real female a mother
Come for me if
you like
You are a sad
waste of life
How do you raise
your child?
The one who is
raising herself
Well, I do not
want to put
Your mothering skills
on display
Oops you do not
have any from what I can tell
I can take a lot
of shit
You should know
this
Beware
Mistake number
three
You spoke of
someone who
Was close to me
Like a son
Someone you never
known
Yet you chose to disrespect
Our memories you
have shitted on
Who does that?
Did it make you
feel like a queen?
When you threw out
his name with
The intention to injure
Did it feel good
to know you caused pain?
That your aim hit
more than one target
You must feel
very proud
Sitting there high
on your throne looking down
Say shit and
disrespect, bitch from above
Come down to
earth where it gets real
You are not the
one
Now
You have met your
match
The dead cannot
speak for themselves
Now you are in
the dance with the devil
Dreams float through my fingers
I stand and watch as my dreams blow away
Close my eyes, wishing I held on just a little bit tighter
Dreams caught on the breath of wind
I have one more chance to catch my vision
This time I'm not letting go
My dreams return, with both hands
I reach out and retrieve
What is mine