An expression of thoughts and feelings
Times has its way of moving on
Leaving a lot of us behind
Thinking tomorrow or next
I’ll fix any debts
Forgive any sins
Reconcile to the past
Then you look up and tomorrow
Is gone
And you’re saying to yourself
What have I done?
Letting time move on
And you’ve fallen asleep
Thinking you have tomorrow
To depend on
But tomorrow never comes
The future is no more
When its too late to have those
Feelings atoned for and seeking
forgiveness
In the future
She never forgot the little boy whose big brown eyes
Shined with wonderment
Looking through the eyes of innocence
Wishing, dreaming, hopeful
Later in life she would hear of the
Troubles that followed him around
Two souls created him
He was Tarzan and she was his Jane
They loved him but destroyed him
But there was one to always hold his hand
And now he’s an angel in someone’s dreams
Together the three of them rest with the
Others that have fallen asleep
When do you just let it go and accept what you now know?
When it’s
all said and finished don’t let that voice keep telling you
It was all your fault
When does the anger subside?
When does
the hurt end and the healing begin?
When are you
able to awaken from a nightmare created?
When do you
stop hating decisions made in the light of passion?
When in the
dark of desire, it all made sense
When will
the rage built up turn to embers and segue to ash?
When will
the duplicity be understood?
When will
the betrayal no longer matter?
When will
life return to what’s normal and all thoughts revert
Back to a
positive mind
When will
the silent tears stop falling and the sunshine is more welcomed?
When will
the guilt be lifted?
When does
the end become the beginning?
When does a
god you pray to hears your please?
And take vengeance
When do you
stop asking questions?
You know the
answers to
When, when,
when…
Method to
madness
Well thought out
plan
Efficient in the
art of deception
Coherent to its
own understanding
Systematic
keeping account of injury
Analytic brain
adding and separating life
Punctilious to
its own pleasure
Meticulous behavior
of madness
Disciplined to
pain
Diligent in
failings
Rigorous aggressive nature
Of disappointment precise
Methodical
Misogynist ego bares its ugliness
Arrogance in
attitude superior
Regard for her he
held inferior to him
Insufficient
emotions he had none
Taboo it was
thought of
Alone she felt no
one would believe her tale
Lasciviousness
hiding in plain sight
Revulsion at his
touch
Anchored to pain
Praying for
retribution
Erasing all
memories of him
heartless he was
Not an ounce of caring in the caresses of his fingertips
only cruel intentions
She fought the pain wincing at every inflicted
deliberate embrace
He only smiled
cruelty traced his evil lips
that dripped
with deceptive intent
Nowhere to run
nowhere to hide
no one to turn to
She held her breath
as she prayed for death to come quickly
He pulled away
her body bruised
as spent tears cradled her swollen breast
She stumbled from the bed
disappeared into nothingness returning with gun in hand
One shot ended her pain
Melancholia aura looms
Every color of the rainbow defined
Menagerie of mixed emotions
Oscillation fervor screams
Rehabilitation mine to accept
Yearning for a dream to come true and a nightmare to end
Oasis of tears will continue to cascade down until
Felicities is attained when reunited
On the outside maybe that’s
How I’m perceived to be
Because the tears I keep for me
All smiles and reassurance
Inside I'm dying a little at a time
Don't let the world see your pain
Hear the sorrow in your voice
Well-hidden is truth
Only I know it's origin
It might save you one day
If you become entangled In a
Toxic relationship take heed
There's a way of avoiding the
Unnecessary pain and anguish
Psychological, physical, verbal
Seeing red flags is a clue
Paying attention to that little
Voice crying out to you
In the beginning its all
Sunshine and rainbows
Later it takes the forms 0f dark ominous
Clouds and the rainbow hides
Behind blacken eyes and
Swollen lips
Listen to those whom have your
Best interest at heart
We don't see the fire and smell
The smoke
We don't discern the danger in
It's midst even when flesh is falling
At our feet
But they can see what we don't
Standing on the cusp peering
Into treacherous waters
Trying to navigate you to
Safer land
Don't slap the hand that's trying to
From the slavery you become
A custom to
Wake up if you are a sleep
Tomorrow is not promised
But you can speed up the
Injurious nature of sin with each
Abusive word, deed or action
Not listening to the wisdom of others
So listen to what I say and don't
Ignore that little Voice that whispers
RUN...
A taste of euphoria swept over her
When thoughts of him crossed her mind
How she loved the smell of him
Even his sweat was liquid gold
Pouring from his pores
To hear his voice resonated comparable to
A Nightingale
Singing in tune to his every step
When he would look upon her
His gaze resting on that special part of her
She feared she’d never drink in enough
Of him
Her prince her king her nightmare
She gave of herself unselfishly
Putting his desires above her own
What a fool she was to give so much and
To receive so little
Her prince her king her nightmare
And when his words turned to evil enunciations
More destructive than physical blows
Leaving no visible scars
But a broken heart and trampled upon
Soul
She began to question her worth
Her prince her king her nightmare
Anger began to creep into her crevices'
Whereas love once roomed
Love turned slowly into hate eating away at her
Entrails consuming, destroying the person
She once was
Her prince her king her nightmare
Enmity
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